11.12.2014

Mr. A to Z

Will see Mraz San next week. Second time to watch him perform in my loyf. Need to review his songs soon!

Chaaaar!

In line with my existential musings, just remembered this line from Details in the Fabric:

You're an island of reality in an ocean of diarrhea. 

*erase mental picture*

Limbo

After reading Sputnik Sweetheart and watching Interstellar + Cowboy Bebop, my brain and mind, as if they are different entities, seem to be floating in a "limbo" state now.

I think I know. I don't think I know. I don't think I think. - Edward Wong Hau Pepelu Tivruski IV

So many existential chorvas running through my head.

Dreamy. Dreamy. Dreamy. 

I love dreaming. 

Life is a dream. 

Maybe yes. Maybe no.



But I'm quite sad right now. I should have stopped watching Cowboy Bebop after the mushroom episode. I got hit hard by something I didn't see coming. I feel like eating dozens of hard-boiled eggs like Spike and Jet did when Ed left.



Same thing with Sputnik Sweetheart - Broken hearts. Shattered dreams.

Sad. Just sad. 

Past. Memories. Baggages. 


And I'm sad for my friends too. I can't understand why guys are like that! Why???

Anyway, there are B sides to every story. But, but, but still...

Oh well. I sometimes love being sad. We need to be sad at times. It's part of life which even Siri acknowledges.

That's a reality no one can scape from.

Speaking of which, I love this line from Nolan's first masterpiece Memento:

I have to believe in a world outside my own mind. I have to believe that my actions still have meaning, even if I can't remember them. I have to believe that when my eyes are closed, the world's still there. Do I believe the world's still there? Is it still out there?... Yeah. We all need mirrors to remind ourselves who we are. I'm no different. - Leonard Shelby 

Muy serioso ha?

Chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar :D

*Bow*